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Moments Like These

I try to read, but the words swim away in a blurr of my own tears. The pain increases as my senses fade, overtaken by my inner fears. Broken inside, I try to gather the pieces of my heart, but they slip away. The sky above me, black, the pouring rain, inviting me outside to play. From the confinment of my room, I run out into the endless drops. Intoxicated by the smell of the rain, I reach the wooden porch, and stop. Tilting my head back, my tears are washed away and forgotten. I close my eyes as I remember what it was like to be a child again. I lay down on the wet wooden porch, taking it in, e

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I love you..and it scares me
by ~toxicrainbow

Moments Like TheseI try to read, but the words swim away in a blurr of my own tears. The pain increases as my senses fade, overtaken by my inner fears. Broken inside, I try to gather the pieces of my heart, but they slip away. The sky above me, black, the pouring rain, inviting me outside to play. From the confinment of my room, I run out into the endless drops. Intoxicated by the smell of the rain, I reach the wooden porch, and stop. Tilting my head back, my tears are washed away and forgotten. I close my eyes as I remember what it was like to be a child again. I lay down on the wet wooden porch, taking it in, e Moments Like These
by ~toxicrainbow

Don't Let It EndIn moods like these, I miss you friend. Where have you gone? Haunt me again. Mess with my head, tears in my eyes. Please fill my head with awful lies. Just don't let it end. Kick me down, rendered helpless. Possess my thoughts, I am hopeless. Keep me in your grasp. Without you I won't last. Please don't let it end Tear my skin from the inside out. Cage me with pain, don't let me out. What possessed me to feel like this? I didn't trade you for bliss. Just don't let it end. Unfamiliar happiness like shiny glass. Shatter it and make these feelings pas Don't Let It End
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Shattered Dreams, Broken WingsA heart that's full of loneliness A face that's streaked with tears An unrelenting pain inside Built up over these years A heart that's full of longing And dreams that never stop A certain person lingering In each and every thought A heart that's full of memories Of shattered dreams and broken wings A heart that once remembered Has long forgotten how to sing A heart that once was beautiful Now masked, ugly, and bruised My heart once filled with laughter Has somehow lost it's muse.. Shattered Dreams, Broken Wings
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Indelible DesireEncapsulate my heart Steal my very soul You and I can be together Forever...
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Hello?
Where have you gone Where have you been I've been out of my mind
You never call You never write We never quarrelled We never fight!
I hate you I hate you! Go away Burn and die! I hate you now You never said goodbye!
I'm sorry I said that Don’t walk away Please don't leave me I'm begging you to stay
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Thu Oct 7, 2004, 12:55 AM

I totalled my car.. I got a new job.. i'm homeschooling myself through my senior year.. i'm growing my hair long.. it's brown now.. meh.

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Current Residence: State College, Pennsylvania, USA
Interests: writing poetry, listening to music, massaging people(especially feet :D), drawing
Favourite movie: the count of monte christo, where the heart is
Favourite band or musician: Evanescence, Lacuna Coil, Nightwish, The Beatles, AFI, nirvana
Favourite genre of music: eh...stuff like lacuna coil and stuff like the beatles..
Favourite artist: hmmm...
Favourite poet or writer: edgar allen poe
Favourite game: Dark Alliance: Baldurs Gate2 (on ps2)
Favourite gaming platform: Ps2
Personal Quote: Even the most beautiful things can be deadly..{hence the name "toxic" "rainbow"}

Email: Smith_Angela@hotmail.com
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~nathansallade18 Jun 14, 2004, 10:01:02 PM

hey

~Brophy May 31, 2004, 8:06:17 PM

hey, im friending you, hope you dont mind. i just like your art and all. i dont have much in my gallery, but it'd be cool if ya check it out

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Brophy
~The Crooked Dub~

"If love be rough with you, be rough with love. Prick love for pricking, and then you beat love down."
-Mercutio

~toxicrainbow May 31, 2004, 9:21:52 PM

Sure, I don't mind. Friended ya too. Just so ya know. I write my own poetry, but the pictures that I put with them, I just find online.

~Brophy Jun 1, 2004, 4:28:41 AM

i see i see. i used to do that, but i thought i might get in trouble or something so i just put a title page on em. they look sooo cheesy, and the poems are way better then the picture gives them credit. i write my own poems, too. when i get my camera, ill take some pictures and just put them on the preview and i willl feel so much better not having to look at the ugly title pages.
thanks for the friending

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Brophy
~The Crooked Dub~

"If love be rough with you, be rough with love. Prick love for pricking, and then you beat love down."
-Mercutio

~wellzy4eva Mar 8, 2004, 10:47:19 AM

YOU HAVE BEEN KISSED! Spread the DA love around! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much love and, KISS THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

*dingding* RULES:
1- You can kiss( ) the person who kissed you!
2- You can kiss( ) the same person as many times as you see fit!
3- You -MUST- spread the love people! At least 1 kiss()!
4- You should kiss( ) in public! Paste it on their user page so they feel loved!
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender kissing,it's a love kiss!
7- You should most definitly get started kissing right away!
Remember, this is about showing love to your fellow DA peeps! Everybody should get a kiss !